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guys are so irritating sometimes..talk abt monkey love..argh..sometime i just feel like killing all bustards in the world.. do they have to be so evil??? if they nt happy can talk nicely wht..they don't have to be so mean and just treat that the girls feeling is nothing..that is just so plain rude..if only 1 dae i cn really kill them..wht they think that without them all girls are just ssome desperate pathetic losser??? guess wht we think that its the opposite way..guys are pathetic desperados without us and to think that they don't treasure us?wht kind of crap is that..wht once u had ur fun u cn just leave us..???that so low man..i wish sometime 1 dae guys had to swap places and feel wht we feel but not being a sexual biase here, i think that girls are some lay low ppl..hw cn they just surrender to guys like we're some piece of crap.. we let them take advantage of us and thats when we tend to hurt ourself..my advice to you is that not to geet into a relationship if ur nt serious bout it cause at this age guys just want to explore...and if u get into their trap that mightt be the end for u.. well not saying all guys are bad.. fair population of the guys are good and some aar just wannabe..and sometime we can't blame them cause they are just an immature buch of kids..so..things ar not as easy to spell out.. but cm on breaking other ppl hearts???cm on thats just plain cruel..do you know that it takes years b4 a girl cn regain their happiness once more..?and it will leave scars..not that it doesn't matter to guys, some guys are the same to they feel sad when they are being left by a women, but wht really matters is that we learn to tackle the problem.. think ppl..cm on wht is more important, thhat unworthy relationship or yourself and ur future?i just think that this problem just take time and it isn't easy to deal with but cm on GIRLS..prove the GUYS that they are wrong..and WITHOUT thwm we cn still live and it doesn't mean the end of the world.. (don't take me wrong this is for most guys but i'm glad that there are good guys in the world..and if u 'terase' i'm sorry but its not my fault..) with love, indah

♥2:11 AM

i cannot sae that i no longer like you anymore..cause you re like an addiction to me.. even though you shud mean less to me nw, it still doeesn't change the way that i feel about you.... i still steal glances without u knowing...or anyy1 noticing till nw.. i think. without any reason, i neeeded to see you.. bt am i in the wrong for liking and admiring another person when i'm sure that my heart still belongs to you??? in silence i felt hurt..bt i just bare with it..for a long tyme nw.. i feel so pathetic but there's nothing i cn do abt it.. even though i'm confusee i still noe wht i admire and wht i love.. i still after all this years love you..but i'm just to hurt to accept that fact.. indah

♥6:33 AM

you knoe you love some1 when no matter howmuch you fight, you alwaes make up. no matter hw mad they make you, you can't help but ove them anyway.. and no matter how hard you try.... its impossible to live wwithout them.... indah

♥6:30 AM