* * * * * * * guess i'm better alone * * * * * * *

i'm feeling so bummed up man...argh.. wht i think i need: 1) sort out wht i want to achieve in my life... 2) need to find out who am i.. 3) think wht is important for me?.. 4) I NEED A LIFE.... 5) i need to make myself happier... 6) need to be less serious... 7) learn to enjoy life... guess i gt a lot on this senseless brain of mine..hahax.. ciao indah

♥1:21 AM

that is hw thin she is to squeezeeee her way through that small space..miracle...hahahx..

love

indah

♥5:23 AM

i noe u guys are gonna laugh your ass off...just don't..hahax...

sincerly from

indah

♥5:12 AM

indah

this is us playing ard..when we are suppose to take a break..hahax..

♥4:49 AM

its been quite a while and i kind of miss my band members...after all they were kind of a part of me, no matter hw angry i am with them its them i feel comfotable with in the end of the day...i guess thats bcause they dont judge, and they accept u for hu you are...when we are together, we are like one and it feels so united... and thats a different kind of feeling, i miss them so badly..its just hard when smth you love, you have to letgo...but i'll be visiting if i'm free, that i promiss... well till then i just have to wait...indah

♥4:07 AM

tommorow is exam and i'm nt that sure whether i'm even ready for the examanations..and its only mid year..think i've been slacking too much this day...i even got teachers complaining abt me...well i guess im better off when im a councillor if teachers are like that... but most of the teachers expectation for me is too high..yes i've been droping in therms of my results but they have to remember that they are adding on to the sub and i've just been laid back lately...don't know why..but im nt just in the mood... this year is important and i want to work hard!!!i noe i CAN do it if i want to...nothing is too difficult they are just excuses... well then... signing off... indah

♥3:41 AM