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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

i really dun understand one thing abt my sister, younger sister, she is always try to make a scene and its really getting on my nerve, she may be attracting attention, but she is not making it any easier for my mom....even if she doesnt has a heart, she shud at least stop being so bitchy...i really dun wanna sae that but i think that she doesnt get the point she always say that she hate bitches hu attract attention...but by doing wht she does doesn that make her a bigger bitch than them?cant stand it... indah

♥4:54 AM

saying my toughts: i think that most singaporeans have no sense of originality on their own, they do what other ppl do...correction, they love to do wht otheres do...they might think that its cool, but however, i think that doing wht otheres do is not even style, yes they try to be different, but is by doing what other people do makes them stylish....? yes they might but does that make them different? to me they are all seeking attention...whats the difference?is there a difference or any other reason?cause i really dun understand whts so good abt being different and attract attention? indah

♥4:49 AM

you make me smile, you make me laugh, and when i'm happy its because of you, and when i'm sad its because of you, you are like an air to me, when you are gone without warning, i was breatheless, i was dead, becasue without my air, i wouldn't be able to survive.... just like what you are doing to me now... hws my poetry writing?hahax.. indah

♥4:33 AM

Saturday, July 4, 2009

friend that have made me happy: dian, eza, farhana, doda, fiidi, riz, shad, arjay, fazi, cher li, maynerd, afiq, faruq, sejay, fiona, shu hui, corny, fathima, shenaz, jubir, lucas, adam, laura, lisa, liana, aiman, sharizan, dzul, zahin, jamal, hiqal, shirazi, shamni, santia, vanessa, liani, md noor, nash, sakthish, pravin,watie, fizah, jun lin, wei song, mr quek, mr ongCF, mrs chia, ms lau, mr rudy, hubert, yong tuck, fila, jocelyn, nicholas, kelvin, wei shi, xin yu, shakti, kumaresh, rubern, iskandar, amirah, sufi, amalina, shira, thomas,my nco friends, my band mates, my class mates, my jjc camp mates, my nyaa camp friends, marcus, irsyad,hanisah, farzanah, fareha, neesha, fatin, my primary school friends, my religious class friends, jonathan, lingaraj, amaran , gay ying, cui xin, jennifer, xue qi, my kindergardent friend , my aunts, my uncle, my sisters, my parents my grandparents, my every1 .....and so on... ppl whom i knoe...there are too many for me to list... i would like to say thatnk you to all the people that have entered into my life, even though its for a dae, for a sec, you have touched my life with that face and heart of yours...those whom i have not mention, i'm so sorry...you have too a place in my heart...indah

♥8:10 AM

when i'm hurt, i would like to have my friends beside me, when i'm happy, i want to share it with my friends, when i feel on top of the world, i want my friends to see that, because when i have good friend, its hard to let go, they are the ones that i will eventually go to when i need help.... and for the very simple reason that i love them. to me that power of friendship alone is enough to take you to the whole world... to me that is friendship, when they are there regardless whether they are hapy to do it or thay are reluctant to do it, because in the end of the day, you will understand the happyness of doing it. indah

♥8:03 AM

if you can choose between someone hu is ur true love and between friendship what will you choose? this true love, if you lose it, it may never come back, and this friendship, it may never last long... if this is the case, wht will you cjhoose? indah

♥7:58 AM

when you are cryung he's the one hu wipe it for you.. when you're happy it will be ecause he makes you feel the oy, when you're nervous, its because he's alwaes there to make you feel that way, when you are feeling tipsy, he's alwaes there to make sure you re safe,,, when you are feeling emotionless, he's alwaes there to bring you back. but it doesn't mean that this person is the right one for you...indah

♥7:55 AM

love is like air, you may think that she\he's the one for you, sometime you're right, sometime it may just be a breeze that you mistaken as your air..... but no matter wht...when you meet you air never let go...cause sometime its right in front of you and you just let it pass...indah

♥7:53 AM

i may not be able to be right beside you where i want too... but wht i will alwaes do is see you from afar and accept you as you are no matter wht ppl say abt you, even if i dun get you doesn't mean i cnnt see ya.. indah

♥7:51 AM

ppl if you r reading all of this are just random thing... some of it is hw i feel... i feel so bored...its ok if you want to say its lame shit... cause i'll understand....indah

♥7:36 AM

have you ever wonder wht you are going to do in life? have you ever wonder wht ight happen to you if you lied to yourself? have you ever wonder abt the things that makes you happy? have you ever wonder wht are the things that makes you sad? have you ever wonder...did you ever regret living ur life the way it is nw... because if you haven't better do nw... b4 its too late and you'll regret it... by then you will be like ..... indah

♥7:32 AM

wondering y the sky are blue when they can be in lots of diff colour.... about when am i going to be able to see the person whom i missed most...no matter hu they r.. abt what am i doing in this pathetic life of mind... abt what are the things that i want to do... wht do i have to offer to myself instead of to someone else.. indah

♥7:26 AM

the right thing is to do things that you think is wrong.... to do the wrong thing is to do things that you think is harmless... to hate a person is to ignore the person... to love a person is to confess.... indah

♥7:16 AM

is changes good or bad? good- because if thats hu you r and want to be bad- because people might hate you and tats nt hu u are.. is different good or bad? good- because you stand out bad- because you're attracting attention... is being sad good or bad? good- you r letting your emotions out.. bad- afferct your surrounding.. indah

♥7:12 AM

y are there neutral feelings... because if every 1 has feeling, then hu will understand them... i wanna be so emotionless ryte nw cause i feel so sad.... y are there angry ppl? because if there isn, when r u gg to learnt your mistake... if there's a mountain ryte nw, i would climb it, nt to jump down and kill myself but to sream as loud as possible... indah

♥7:08 AM

y are there stars and moon...thats because they are different but they are the same... y? because e humans look up to see them... y are there you and me... because if there isn't, y would there be humans... i understand y there's a need to love, because if there wasn't, you will be long left by your parents.. indah

♥7:05 AM

sometime i understand y you are happy but most of the time i dun understand y you act that way... you took my attention from everyone else.... i understood you were different but i refuse to believe that you r nt human.. because for a simple fact that i know that is not hu you are... lve your life to the fullest cause you knoe you'r going to only live it once...indah

♥7:02 AM

sometime i think y 2 is a perfect number... its because, 3 is too much and 1 is too little... sometime i get y you are at the top and i'm at the bottom... its because i'm afraid to make the first move.... indah

♥6:59 AM

when i look at you, i'm remembered of the past... the innocent face, the beautiful smile, hw we used to get along, and hw much you hurt me.... and hw sometime i wish i could turn back time and tell you what i couldn't say to you back then..indah

♥6:57 AM